For My Family
I emerge from the shelter of my youth
To realize what I did not appreciate
I emerge from the protection of my ignorance
To understand what I did not before
I emerge from the security of denial
To confront what I had ignored until now
I leave behind the superficial
To find the vital piece that I almost lost
And endeavor to become
What I took for granted
While I was a child
By Nicole Scott at age 17 in 1994.
Indian Summer
Crushed acorns crunching
under the soles of your shoes,
laying in the grass in the late afternoon
waiting for the sun to go down.
warm days of sunshine
and fifty degrees.
Indian Summer, the tease of the season
relentlessly relaxes you
coaxes children out of sweaters
and urges you outside.
Reminding us that everything is transient
the blue sky and blinding sun
making cold mirrors of ponds and lakes
the burning forest outlined in silver,
overnight becomes the frozen white mountain
cutting into the sky, shaping your view of the distance.
Like lost loves, forgotten people,
silent memories outlined in silver
against the same blue sky
and brilliant white sun.
As in life, time brings the changes
that mark the seasons.
The frozen expanse of the winter
melts into the muddy nourishment that
dries into the spring and summer green.
And as we get older and romantic
it all begins to go too fast and too slow.
The more intelligent we are the more rational we become
and we decide that experiences are like the seasons
and new ones will come like clockwork.
Those who refuse to believe,
and like children never look farther than tomorrow,
are forever picking up the acorns
instead of stepping on them
and saving the leaves
pressing flowers and keeping them forever
writing down what happens in our days
sketching the mountains
tasting the snow
for them transient things might be finite.